aww. carnegie.

went to Carnegie class Sunday.
a boy showed his temper.
he threw a chair and grabbed a boy's head..
it was so sudden everyone was taken aback by his actions.
he had those expression in his eyes.
it's like he's gonna kill somebody if there's a knife nearby.
it scared me a lot.
i sms-ed aheong.
i was pretending like i was listening,
but my thoughts has flew far away..
thinking..
what is it like to have sickness like that?
err..
what's wrong?
how is his life?
does he smlile a lot?





the instructor came back after a while..
he said..
he's just a lil' boy who is sick.
depressed all the time because he doesn't have any friends..
giving himself a lot of pressure because he didn't did well in his academics like he did last time.
afraid of being left behind.
i think he's struggling too. deep inside his heart..
he wants to be like everyone.
to be someone normal?


he apologized to the boy..
and it was his turn to tell his story..
the instructor.. leading him to tell his story.
i can see.. tears rolling in his eyes.
i felt like crying too.




humans.
god's creation?
but why is there such a great gap between some of us?
some of us.
has perky personalities,
some of us.
seeing the world as if it's in grey.
such a paradox.
=(
please balance this world if u can, god.